28/365...Today I had the pleasure….

Stop looking at my socks!!!

….of getting a hysterosalpingogram. It wasn’t as awful as I had anticipated. Honestly I was terrified about having this test done and what the potential results could mean. I woke up in the middle of the night just to tell N I did not want to go. The nurse said I would have to wait for my doctor to review the results before I would know and the thought of waiting made me feel a little sick. I was lucky though; the doctor performing the test was in a great mood and told me my results at the end of the test. NORMAL. Yeah for NORMAL (when normal is what you are aiming for)!!! I would not want to have this test done again, but I have to say that I do feel better knowing I am ok. I took Tae's felt heart, it made me feel brave.

Funny thing happened. January 21st came and went and I wasn’t able to put my finger on why that day was important. I kept thinking all day that something important happened on the 21st, it kept popping up in my mind that I was forgetting something. All last month I kept thinking how that day was coming up and it would officially be two years since I was last pregnant. But then it came and I missed it. I have been trying to figure it out all week, what was the 21st, and it finally dawned on me yesterday. Now I can’t stop trying to figure out how I forgot.