Parts of me....

I have been proud of the ME that has become a part of my life again. I have been realizing the pain that took over my life for so long, the emptiness that seemed insurmountable. I have reclaimed my life, I am me again and it feels amazing!


Yet, I think there are parts of my heart that will always feel a little hollow, and I understand. I am ok with the reminders. Today I felt it. Like an internal scar that reminds you of a painful time in your life…Like a timer in my heart that pinches and aches ever so slightly because of the turmoil that was caused on this day. Like a cloud, the little glimpses of the past sadness crept in my chest and froze me. Today, those hollow spots ached and I recognized them, and I cried, a lot. And then, I felt better...

I felt like me once again.

3 years is ago, on this day, I felt like my world was ending…today, I feel like it is just beginning….