Pick me up....

I need a distraction….work is not cutting it and my Constitution class is not cutting it either. Tough day for me….off to a rocky start...I made OUR appointments for OUR consultations at the infertility specialist...N goes on Monday and I go next month after I have one last test done at our current doctor’s office. I went to the specialist’s web site and printed out my paperwork…then browsed around and then CRAPPED my pants (theoretically) when I saw the fees. Remember insurance does not cover infertility…so with every visit (I imagine) they will have the “Cha-Ching” sound effect as a fork over my money UPFRONT. It’s not so bad, Sister keeps telling me it’s not so bad and to think of what I have to look forward to…in the long run…not the near future. Got to get my enthusiasm back up to par…got to get back in the saddle and focus on the outcome…the possibility…the reward. Time to get my game face on…if you saw my face today you would probably laugh…not showing signs of determination over here…Must change this ASAP! Because who can’t fight for something as precious as this…..
....Some way some how....we will have this!