Today we all returned to our regular routines…mine being getting our house back in balance. I have really enjoyed the holiday season and the recent trip we took. It is not very often that we are able to spend time together as a family…aspects of life always seems to get in the way. I enjoy the noise that others make; the ciaos that family creates…maybe even rely a little on the distractions they offer.
I am home in a quite house and I have no other option but to listen to my own thoughts. I have been thinking a lot about the doors of life…I’ve mentioned it here before. I keep returning to that one door in my life that isn’t closed, yet it is not completely open. A door stuck in limbo, and life is not meant to be lived in limbo. I realize that I often tell myself that door is closed, it’s easier that way. Still, my hope and desire always push it open just a little. Today marks a day of making an effort and trying something new to try and prop that door open. Wish me luck, because for me this is a heavy door and I don’t know how long I can keep it open.
Okay, I'm curious! But whatever it is,I hope the door opens. Wide.
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