….my old friend anxiety. Tae has a teacher who is pregnant. She is just barely starting to show and I know she has not mentioned it to the children yet. I am fear stricken by what Tae will say. It has been a while since she has shared her blunt yet very sweetly honest news about my last pregnancy. I don’t know how I will react if she brings it up again…at a new school with new people. I wonder if she will ask more questions now that she is older. I know that she has not forgotten. She has the memory of an elephant.
I am drinking my worry tea and wondering why these things always hit me at the oddest times. I have known about this situation for a while now...yet tonight it really sunk in. It is like these little hidden thoughts just push themselves to the top of my awareness and burst…it’s awful.
That is all I have for tonight.
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